It's a flop :(

Sorry this has been a flop. I'm trying really hard with school and everything and I keep forgetting.

I've been having some weird experiences at night,so I'm really tired by the time I get to sleep so I don't have many dreams.

But the night before lat, 18-19th March, I had a weird dream which I'll recount for you now.

Zombies ate our souls instead of our flesh or our brains (depending on the mythos...). I choked out several zombies (wtf, I don't choke people? >.> ) to protect my family and my fiance.

I noticed my 5 year old brother exhibiting some of the symptoms of "being a zombie." I didn't hesitate to start choking him. Then he started crying, and I realised I was wrong about his transition into being a zomibe. I let him go and he ran away crying. I felt horrible. I hugged my littles brother of 2 years and tried to protect him using my body as a shield.

So, that was a bit scary. I cried in the dream, but I didn't wake up crying.

Another dream, last night 19-20th March. It's in the style of the way I "imagine" the world of role playing games, since we roleplayed last night. Bear that in mind.

I started playing a computer game in an oriental style, sort of. The start was weird. I was "in" the game, looking at updates. One was being advertised by Ray William Johnson speaking fast and loudly and not stopping, about how awesome it was. With 40% more roads (lolwtf)!

Then I really started playing. I realised the town I was in was too dirty and started working to provide clean food for the town. Because for some reason the town didn't need any more than clean food -.- I met my fiance (for the first time ever, wtf), and his father who disapproved of us cleaning up. His father was my military officers at military college in the roleplaying game mentioned earlier. It should be noted that I killed him in the game, and he was sick in the dream.

After I told my fiance how to shower (so he was as clean as me, LOL), I started shaking like I was really sick. I went to my fiance in the dream and he said I was sick and should rest. Then I woke up.

I actually woke up to my fiance, ahem, shaking the bed, ahem, because he was horny and didn't want to wake me up. I've never had real life interfere with my dreams like that, which is why I find that so interesting. The closest was when I really had to pee in my dream,and going to the toilet didn't help. Then I woke up and I really had to pee.